Tough search for Sri Lanka truths

The post title is borrowed from this BBC news item.

Its so terribly distressing to read about the conflict and its cost (human). And its the feeling of this helplessness which pulls me down. But all I can do is feel helpless, and this is going on and on in my mind.

Not that this is the first time this feeling has hit me, there have been many occasions in the past as well. But so what...all I still do is feel helpless. And now I am writing about it.

This makes me search for truths within me as well. And I see nothing there. Just blank...just nothing...